thanks to dave from work

for cheering me up lots and sending me texts and IM’s to lighten my mood! oh and for showing me the way to the newly registered http://www.8letters.tk/ so nip along to http://www.dot.tk and register yours today. shame my nickname is a trademark 🙁

today

I mostly want to just go and become a recluse – I couldn’t sleep last night – lots on my mind – and today everything I have touched has fallen apart. I feel an overwhelming gloom settling like a thundercloud and it’s worrying me.

I’m feeling bad too as I broke my New Year resolution on the 5th day – well technically it was after midnight so the 6th day of 2002 and feel resigned to being a smoker for the rest of my life.

Oh and I am very very moody 🙁