Ever get the feeling it

Ever get the feeling it is gonna be one of those days – arrived late into the office, spent 15 minutes wrapping presents and then a further 10 minutes distributing them. I’m now counting down until our boozy christmas lunch at 12:30. Somehow I don’t think we will be coming back into the office 🙂
I’m also listening [sadly] to a christmas CD to try and get into the festive spirit! It’s just not happening this year.

I think the word chill

I think the word chill is under rated. As in some people should just chill. That much aggravation could hurt someone.

A friend at work just

A friend at work just showed me ZEROCROP.COM and I must admit as pornographic as it is the actual site design is fantastic.

Some days you realise how

Some days you realise how lucky you are. All I can say is it is a good job I have a spare room. One of my work colleagues is having problems at home so I have offered to let him stay. I had better organise my life now and get my ex to move his stuff out.

Okay on the subject of

Okay on the subject of learning Flash – here is another cool flash enabled site – well okay not yet a site but when it becomes a site I’m sure we will all hear about it! X-Dude! He has allegedly been sued by George Lucas – and it hasn’t even launched yet.

Lisa in bristol has just

Lisa in bristol has just sent me this link to Daily Kat-Fu. I t raised a big big chuckle from me :o) almost as good as that mpeg that was flying around last month!

Ben Browder is officially a

Ben Browder is officially a sex god. Just thought I would mention it :o) Who cares that he is married with kids!

Well I took today off

Well I took today off [mainly because I had too many left over and need to use them or lose them] and decided I really should get into the festive spirit and do some christmas shopping. BIG BIG mistake. Whoever thought any day of the week before christmas would be quiet! I mean what was I thinking.
I should really have just stayed in bed. What with people in Argos giving me grief because allegedly the seething mob was actually a queue. Oh and of course the rail crisis continues.
Every train I got today was delayed by a minimum of 10 minutes. The worst was trying to get back from Clapham Junction – a journey which normally takes 10-15 minutes ended up taking over an hour. Still at least there isn’t a rail crisis anymore and we are just thankful it is usual run of the mill poor service.

The search for a new

The search for a new fag hag continues. Now that Meg has been declared a Gay Icon she is no longer on my hopefuls list 🙁

I am currently readingThe Farewell

I am currently readingThe Farewell Symphony which was a gift for my 30th birthday from one of my closest friends. It has taken me a while to get back into reading since living with my ex-partner who preferred to watch than read.
I have been constantly reminded throughout the book of parts of my life. I also wrote a few words for the mayfly project and all of which has left me thinking of all those things I wanted to do whilst younger.
One thought I have had recur almost every year or so since leaving school is how I wanted to have sex with my best friend but never managed to bring the subject up. I wonder what would have happened if we had. Would we have kept in contact or not? As it happens we haven’t kept in touch. Not for any reason other than our lives grew apart. It’s amazing that someone can be such an integral part of your life one day and not feature at all the following days and weeks.
Edward was definitely a straight boy – and maybe that’s why I wanted him so much. Still I certainly have very fond memories :o)
I wonder if he knew how much I lusted after him on our runs along the beach in the mornings before school or how our late night sleep overs caused me such agony.