It wouldn’t be so annoying if I hadn’t decided to try working earlies next week. (Work have decided we can start an hour or half an hour earlier or later in a first attempt at flexible working).
So knowing I have to be up at 7 instead of 8 and yet lying in bed from 10:30 until 01:30 restlessly awaiting sleep is annoying.
As anyone who has slept withme will attest (get your minds out of the gutter) I fall asleep at the drop of a hat and sometimes mid conversation. As soon as my head hits pillow I am practically snoozing.
Tonights bout of insomnia then is doubly annoying.
I’ve decided since I can’t sleep to do some mundane routine tasks like check bank balances and pay bills. I’ve even caught up with reading some other sites which used to be regular reads but with work becoming hectic and social life taking on a new level have sadly become less frequent and more sporadic.
So I’ve caught up with Ian online if not in person for the first time in weeks. Weirdly I was at the White Swan on Friday and thinking of him (but left early due to illness and I hasten to add not brought on by alcohol).

It brought me to thinking (again) about how transitional friendships are. Some people I used to see every week without fail I now see rarely if at all. Others whom until fairly recently I barely knew I see daily. I now am financially commited to some friendships with shared mortgage and bills which would have been unheard of a few years ago.

I think I’m rambling now too cos I’m tired so I think I might sign of now and seek out sleep.

One Reply to “I can’t sleep”

  1. Yup, I can testify to the falling asleep mid conversation :))

    Also agree about friendships, some come and go, others you can go for months and not see someone, but things wont have changed when you do.. the friendship will still be as good.

    On rare occasions you meet someone who will bring about change and inspire you to do things that you’ve meant to do for a long time, but just not had the motivation. That doesn’t mean you change for that person, but just as a result of having them around to give positive inspiration….there is a big difference 🙂

    You are a good friend and a very nice boyfriend :))


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