my stars [no i don’t

my stars [no i don’t normally read them…] today have a lot of not so hidden meanings or maybe not so hidden. thisislondon says;
AQUARIUS
21 January – 19 February
Peace at any cost seems a good idea. But not at the expense of your feelings. The last thing you want now is to assume you’ve got to be defensive. The Sun and Moon are reminding you about the injustice of divided loyalties. So use your ability to rationalise the situation, and then others will begin to see the folly of their ways.
The one in the standard I will scan in but reads;
AQUARIUS
21 January – 19 February
Unavoidable though it is, you could feel like you have let someone down. Of course, the truth is, you haven’t. But the idea that you are responsible is still giving you guilty thoughts. Don’t over-compensate by becoming all gushing and nice. After all, generosity of spirit is better is better aimed at yourself, rather than at those who undervalue themselves.

Disturbing thoughts abound now…

and for those of you

and for those of you having men trouble then you can always try a virtuaguy for your desktop [thanks to pippa for the link]

you know when you do

you know when you do something and instantly regret it and then try and undo what you did and you can’t so you try to hide it – you always get caught out. You know sometimes though even getting caught isn’t bad it’s that fact that you did it in the first place and you have no control over anything after that moment. Recently I have managed to upset 2 people [possibly 3] in this way. I’m not going into details because somethings are not fit for publishing. I would like to have not upset them but the deed is done and there is no undo in life. crtl-z just doesn’t exist. So now it is back to the routine but everything has changed and I don’t like it. Normally I’m fine with things like that but recently lots of things have been weighing me down and now I’m at the point where just keeping my head above water is a huge effort. Trust is a 2 way street and I feel like I can’t express how I’m feeling for hurting other people or having them pass judgement so instead I am just staying quiet. Being this quiet isn’t good for me I’m sure, my mom always told me not to bottle things up in case you explode but unfortunately I have no alternative at the moment. This is sounding very depressing I know but hey you know what that’s kind of tough cos that’s how I’ve been feeling for a while now – it’s part of the reason I’ve been looking to move. I’m not sure if it’s London I don’t want to live in anymore or if it’s just because I need to change my life. I thought everything would be easier when I was single and for the most part it is but now I have no excuse for putting off decisions anymore. Gah beans and stuff.

eeps I better go pack

eeps I better go pack as I am off to Dublin straight from work tomorrow [my attempt to avoid the impending tube strike]. so I need a change of pants and a toothbrush….

Someone stumbled upon 8letters today

Someone stumbled upon 8letters today having searched for the phrase ‘crack outlook pst‘ I have no idea what this search means. This means that naturally my site does not contain information relating to this search. Looking at the other results however it looks like someone wanted to look at someone elses outlook mailbox. I definitely have never told anyone how to do that – mainly because I have no idea how you would go about it. For this and more disturbing search requests head on over to dsr.

today is May 1st and

today is May 1st and we are expecting the worst [may day riots]. In Clapham the riots will be for more Starbucks and Coffee Republics and a branch of River Island or the Gap, local residents are said to be up in arms that you can only fit 3 baby strollers in Starbucks on a Sunday and it simply will not do. Everyone hasa right to lazy Sunday coffee!

absolute genius Farpark : Character

absolute genius Farpark : Character Gallery thanks to dave for this link :o)

I was attempting to convince

I was attempting to convince davo of my innocence and happened to mention ‘I got a level 1 at innocentacting.com’ [he would surely rate a 7 or 8] what would email(‘you score’)?

I just got mailed these

I just got mailed these little gems of pure evil [definitely politically incorrect]
Mary had a little lamb
Its fleece was white and whispy.

But now that he’s got foot and mouth

It’s gone all black and crispy.

Mary had a little lamb
She called it baby Abby
They burned it in a great big pit
Cos its mouth and feet were scabby

Mary had a little lamb,
she called him Little Ralph,
But now he’s burning in a field
Because of foot and mouth.

I was playing around with

I was playing around with the template and have messed my table up big stylee – and it is too late to troubleshoot it now and it is way past my bedtime so the upshot is… tough it looks like pants and it will have to stay that way until tomorrow night. besides it’s the content you come here for anyways email(‘right’)?